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Losing control to a camping critterhttps://www.pjsn.org/blog/Losing-control-to-a-camping-critterLosing control to a camping critterBy Laurie Oswald Robinson <p>​<span style="font-size:1.4rem;background-color:transparent;color:inherit;font-style:inherit;">Rustling and scrunching woke me up at 2 a.m. during a Colorado camping trip. I groggily reached for my flashlight and shone it towards the ruckus. The feeble ray revealed nothing, though I was "fairly certain" it wasn't a bear. Camping near residential Boulder at the foot of the mountains could not possibly yield that wild drama, could it? I wasn't looking for it in any case, as I was taking vacation to escape the adrenaline rushes of my Mennonite Mission Network editor job.</span></p><p>Though I tried to calm myself, I was unnerved. However, the sounds soon ceased. So tired after my long trek from the Kansas prairies, I warily took no noise to be good silence, and I went back to sleep.  </p><p>The next morning, I awoke at 5:30 a.m. to the first hints of sun rousing the geese on the glassy pond at St. Vrain State Park. In contrast to this pastoral image was the ravaged mess of my food supply. I figured a raccoon got a free meal. </p><p>Most notable was the package that held my beloved Ghirardelli dark chocolate squares. Not one dot of the exquisite morsels remained — only the wrappers! A few feet away were gnawed-off chips of a sweet potato. A mouth-sized hole was gnawed into a plastic carrier that held my spices, tableware and fruit. Two banana peels laid limp and forgotten on the grass. </p><p>The scene flooded me with shame. I should have protected my food stuffs in the trunk. I should have forged better boundaries between what was mine to eat and what was mine to share. I should have known that in the wilds, it is the survival of the fittest. </p><p>My first takeaway: If you want your chocolate all to yourself, hide it and horde it. </p><p>My second takeaway emerged when I reflected on a writing team meeting several months earlier. It's when I agreed to write a blog for Give Something Away Day, celebrated in the U.S. on July 15. I did not know then that I would share a pond picnic against my will. I envisioned writing something far loftier. More spiritual. Perhaps how I strive to give something away every day on the job — the healing and hope of Jesus in collaboration with our partners around the world. </p><p>I have chosen to serve where I can give away with prodigal generosity what I have received — God's abundant love, joy and peace. And yet, after the chocolate fiasco, I realize how much my giving is invisibly threaded through with a sense of control. I choose at work or home or church how much I give, and when. That power of choice is so unlike the feeling of vulnerability that flooded me at the critter crime scene. </p><p>As I traveled home eight hours east on I-70, I reflected on how a sense of loss of control has predominated the COVID-19 lockdown for people of all cultures around the world. Protests have arisen over how the pandemic has more deeply affected Black and Brown people. They are demonstrating their inherent dignity of empowerment by protesting systemic racism. Their courage has caused me as a White person to examine the unfettered entitlements in arenas of choice and control that have been mine: where and how I live, give and share. People who aren't born into the dominant culture don't share these automatic privileges.</p><p>Telling a hungry raccoon story seems a bit silly during this very serious summer. And I don't want the metaphor to get muddled, suggesting that the raccoon is a symbol for protestors. For me, that raccoon provided a wakeup call to examine issues of power and control. The incident exposed how much I want control in the sharing of my gifts with others. So, this July 15 — while I know I can't humanly, or even wisely, relinquish all my responsibility for balanced self-care — I want to give away an unhealthy sense of <em>entitlement</em> to control. To unfurl some of my tight-fisted grasp of the White privileges that have been mine without question, even before I took my first breath after birth.</p><p>I confess that I still grieve not having that chocolate bedtime snack by a snapping fire, beneath twinkling stars. I so wish I could say that I gave those sweets away, but I didn't. They were taken. The good news? I lost my sugary treat, but I returned home with something far healthier: a bittersweet sliver of self-understanding. <br></p>
Out of our pews and into the painhttps://www.pjsn.org/blog/Out-of-our-pews-and-into-the-pain-Out of our pews and into the painBy Ann Jacobs<p>​P<span style="font-size:1.4rem;background-color:transparent;color:inherit;font-style:inherit;">eople of color are feeling deep pain as the result of the death of our brother, George Floyd, killed by a police office in Minneapolis, Minnesota, a couple of weeks ago. He is one of the recent and tragic examples of injustice wielded by systemic racism across the world. We are bent over, rocking back and forth for comfort, and asking God to respond. </span></p><p>As the spouse of a Black husband, mother to four Black sons, and a grandmother to many Black and biracial grandchildren, I have been profoundly impacted personally. "I can't breathe," Mr. Floyd said before he died. I join him and his family in feeling the suffocating effects of fear in our community in South Bend, Indiana. It's where I pray for God's protection every time the males in my family leave the house. I breathe a sigh of gratitude when they walk back in the door. </p><p>In a revision of the verse in 1 Corinthians 12:26, when one suffocates, we all suffocate. Shortly after Mr. Floyd's death, I cried out to God for a response to our collective pain. What I sensed as God's response was that <strong><em>WE </em></strong>are God's response. We are God's ambassadors for reconciliation and love in a world reeling with hate and separation. The Spirit moved within me during my prayer and Ezekiel 22:30 emerged in my heart: "I looked for someone who might rebuild the wall of righteousness that guards the land." </p><p>My personal application of the verse is this: The walls (structures) of our communities are falling down and crumbling through pandemic lock-down and the police brutality that is violating the bodies and souls of Black and Brown people; these same members of society are the most deeply impacted by the sufferings of COVID-19. As God's people, we can no longer live in the faith of yesterday and look from afar. We can no longer look at this mountain of challenge from behind the safety of our cell phones, out-of-office replies, and keeping with our own agendas. </p><p>We must move beyond lamenting racism's evils with only words and hymns. We must rise from our prayer groups and from behind our hymnbooks and follow Jesus into the highways and byways. We must <strong><em>DO </em></strong>church with our feet and hands. That means acting to help dismantle the systems that sanction the murder of George Floyd and so many others. </p><p>I'm calling for actions that cause unhealthy systems to fall, one brick at a time. As Anabaptists, we have historically seen ourselves as the "quiet in the land." Many Mennonites have sought to live godly and quiet lives to witness to faith, rather than messing with worldly powers. While yielding some fruits of the Spirit, this choice has often rendered us voiceless in the public square. If we are God's response to the world, then we need to take our songs and sermons of peace and justice out of our pews and into the pain.  </p><p>Urgent events are disorienting our lives and challenging us to be God's "noisy" response to the world in which COVID-19 and lifeless Black bodies in the streets are twin evils. Corrupt systems are killing and challenging the identity, dignity and power of people of color. Glen Guyton, executive director for Mennonite Church USA, is <a href="http://mennoniteusa.org/menno-snapshots/more-costly-peacemaking/">inviting us to leave our comfort zones and to <strong><em>ACT</em></strong> for change.</a> As God's response, we cannot remain silent or paralyzed.  </p><p><a href="https://www.facebook.com/MennoniteMissionNet/videos/275491586928895/">During a June 3 meditation on Mennonite Mission Network's online Hope Series, I challenged our church to take new directions.</a> We are looking for God, and God is looking for us. God is calling to us to come from under the rubble of the crumbing walls and stand accounted for in the broad daylight. That's where we as individuals, the church, and as a nation, are called to repent of inaction and to revolt in righteousness — to follow Jesus in the paths of peace by paving new roads for justice. </p><p>When God comes looking for someone to rebuild the walls, I pray we will be ready with tools in hand and willing hearts. May we be servants of reconstruction who dismantle the dividing wall of hostility and build a society of dignity for everyone, a renewal of the Spirit that offers life-sustaining breath for all.<br></p>
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Six reasons why choosing a year or more of service might be for youhttps://www.pjsn.org/blog/Six-reasons-why-choosing-a-year-or-more-of-service-might-be-for-youSix reasons why choosing a year or more of service might be for youBy Lauren Eash Hershberger<p><strong><img src="https://assets.mennonites.org/PublishingImages/2020/Icon_PositivePresence.jpg?RenditionID=15" alt="You feel a strong urge to be a positive presence in the world" style="margin:5px;" /><br></strong></p><p><strong>6: You feel a strong urge to be a positive presence in the world.</strong></p><p>Ever hear anyone say, "You can tell what people care about by how they spend their time?" It's a simple idea, really. Rather than allowing your convictions to stay trapped in your head (or in an argument on social media!), take a year or two to put them into action. See which service placement on ChooseService.org lines up with the issues you care most about. </p><p><img src="https://assets.mennonites.org/PublishingImages/2020/Icon_LifePath.jpg?RenditionID=15" alt="You are itching to venture off the predicted path for your life" style="margin:5px;" /><br></p><p><strong>5: You are itching to venture off the predicted path for your life.</strong></p><p>It's hard to follow the road less taken. If it was easier, it wouldn't be … you know, less taken. Yet pushing yourself beyond what's "expected" can lead to opportunities you may have thought were unattainable. Find freedom in the idea that your life is not made up of a single "calling," but of many. Maybe your "calling" for this time in your life is nudging you toward intentional service. </p><p><img src="https://assets.mennonites.org/PublishingImages/2020/Icon_community.jpg?RenditionID=15" alt="You long to experience community in a new way" style="margin:5px;" /><br></p><p><strong>4: You long to experience community in a new way. </strong></p><p>As Peter Block states in his book<em> Community: The Structure of Belonging</em>, "Community offers the promise of belonging and calls for us to acknowledge our interdependence. To belong is to act as an investor, owner, and creator of this place. To be welcome, even if we are strangers. As if we came to the right place and are affirmed for that choice." Read how Karen Spicher, a mission worker in South Korea, experiences this feeling in her <a href="/blog/Community-A-place-of-belonging,-sharing-and-love">blog post</a>. </p><p><img src="https://assets.mennonites.org/PublishingImages/2020/Icon_Door.jpg?RenditionID=15" alt="You are eager to get your foot in the door with agencies who are making big changes" style="margin:5px;" /><br></p><p><strong>3: You are eager to get your foot in the door with agencies who are making big changes.</strong></p><p>Maybe you've heard that it's difficult to stand out in the vast sea of applicants. One way to "swim to the top" is to do an internship! Service gives the opportunity to work in a placement that may be difficult to otherwise get in. Not only will this build your resume, but it could potentially transform into a paying job when your term is over. </p><p><img src="https://assets.mennonites.org/PublishingImages/2020/Icon_Vision.jpg?RenditionID=15" alt="You get excited about assisting local leaders in their vision to help their community" style="margin:5px;" /><br></p><p><strong>2: You get excited about assisting local leaders in their vision to help their communities.</strong></p><p>Don't want to get wrapped up in a savior complex? Don't worry — we don't want you to either. That's why Mennonite Mission Network doesn't go anywhere we aren't invited, and we take direction from local leaders who best know the needs of their communities. </p><p><img src="https://assets.mennonites.org/PublishingImages/2020/Icon_MMNSupport.jpg?RenditionID=15" alt="Mennonite Mission Network support" style="margin:5px;" /><br></p><p><strong>1: You can feel good about the fact that Mission Network has employees who themselves have been program participants, international workers, or are parents who send their children through Mission Network programs.</strong></p><p>It's true. Many employees at Mission Network are either alumni or have sent their children through our programs. The reason? We believe in our programs and have seen the benefits firsthand. It's why many of us are here! I invite you to join us — as a service participant yourself or as a person who encourages others to consider serving with Mennonite Mission Network.</p>